Posts: 2 | Joined: 29th Nov 06
Hi, this is my first post so i hope i manage to get it right!
I needed to share how i feel with someone and feel quite ashamed so it's hard to talk to my family about it.
I am 26 weeks pregnant with a baby doctors told me i'd never have. I have PCOS which means i don't produce that many eggs and didn't have any periods for 3 years (sorry, it's a bit graphic!) but against all odds i got pregnant. I was really excited and although i wasn't with my boyfriend when i found out, we got back together and everything's been ok.
The trouble is now i feel really low. I worry about everything, will i be a good mum, how will i cope, will my relationship with my boyfriend survive, How much is labour gonna hurt! it wears me out. I don't feel excited anymore and i worry i won't bond with my baby when it's born. Sorry to be so depressing but it feels good to get it off my chest. Can someone tell me it's gonna get better?